SALAM RAMADAN :)

Dear Diary,
          Salam Ramadan semua! :) Tak terlewat lagi kan nak ucap SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN PUASA, puase jangan tak puase ;p This Ramadan is the first Ramadan that I have to go through without Mummy. Memanglaa menangis dan sayu sambut Ramadan tahun nih tapi aQ tahu, aQ kena kuat sebab banyak lagi Ramadan yang akan aQ sambut tanpa Mummy. aQ kena cuba sesuaikan diri tanpa Mummy.

         On the first day of Ramadan I tried to cook Mummy's most favorite dish iaitu Rendang Kerang! Confident gila aQ boleh execute Rendang Kerang tuh, confident nih! Sekali time berbuke, terlebih terkuat laa pulak rencah dan rempah dalam rendang tuh..haha! Banyak bende yang aQ masak sejak dua menjak nih, lebih lebih lagi aQ dah habis exam. Ye aQ ingat, aQ masih lagi ada Research...Questionnaire tak buat buat lagi kan?? Mati aQ! ;p 

        Tapi sebelum datangnye bulan Ramadan, macam last year laa aQ bersihkan rumah, cuci, sapu, mop kemas sume biar lantai rumah nih nampak berkilat :) Nanti mana laa tahu Insya Allah Mummy nak datang jenguk rumah nih, biar tersenyum Mummy macam senyuman terakhir dia tuh tgk anak bongsu perempuan die kemas rumah :)))

       Tapi kan Mummy, Safa rindu sangat kat Mummy. Setakat bulan puasa nih Safa selalu masak and every time Safa masak, mesti teringatkan Mummy "kan best kalau Mummy dapat rase ape Safa masak...." Pastu Safa ingat yang Mummy pernah cerite yang Mummy suke tanam pokok, kat rumah Kelana Jaya dulu ade banyak sangat pokok, pokok sayur, pokok bunga, pokok rambutan pon ade, tapi Safa cube tanam pokok herbs je laa ek ;p nak tengok ade bakat tak.

       Well for the time being, nih je laaa routine aQ. Duduk rumah, bangun pagi, pergi pasar, balik rumah, masak, basuh baju (lupe nnt kena lipat baju yg dah berlonggok depan katil aQ nih, sebab 'cuti' pon nak abeh dah, nnt tkde tmpt nak solat lak..) basuh pinggan dan lain lain. Memang aQ tkde life pown kalau nak ikutkan, tapi kenape tkde pulak kan? Ape yg aQ buat skang nih laa LIFE aQ sekarang. Bukan takde life but changing the way of life ;p 

        Owh ye, tadi masak berbuke Mee Kari ;p Boleh pulak Mak Afiq nak bg aQ mee kuning, mee goreng dah buat semalam, so mee kari laa hari nih kan. Memang aQ tk pernah buat Mee Kari sebelum nih tp try laa jugak kan denga confident level yg tinggi. Sekali menjadi laa plak...ngeee! Sedap lak tuh (BANGGE) siap buat begerdil tuh, haaa jgn main main ;p Kalau tak disebabkan mee kuning mamat tuh laa, aQ takkan tahu yg aQ reti masak Mee Kari ;p Muuuaaaahahaahahah!!~

THE LAVANDULA PROJECT: LAVENDER CUSTARD

Dear Diary,
         The story begins a few days ago when I wanted to make trifle for Iftar. When making the custard I suddenly realized that I had ran out Vanilla Essence (suspend sound PLEASE!!) So as for me trying to be wacky different, think out of the box wanna be I said "Never mind lah! Use what I have only.." 

         Initially I wanted to incorporate lavender leaves with the custard (one portion) and the other portion make it as normal adding vanilla. But since there is no vanilla, so I grated some lemon zest.

        So, there are 2 portion of custard for my trifle both is without vanilla essence! One is lavender custard and the other is lemon custard. The lemon custard is acceptable but you still feel like something is missing (is vanilla essence laaa) so ok whatever. But the lavender custard is really truly horrible!! It taste like EARTH plus cinnamon and rosemary and star anise and EARTH and then custard. It taste wrong.

       But since I have already tasted the taste of lavender, so I decided to give it another try with the presence of vanilla essence and also vary important! I HAD FINELY CHOP THE LEAVES TO FINE FINE FINE CHOP. So the video under is the review. 

      Sorry people, the video review is mostly Im speaking Malay or Bahasa Melayu. It's because it is my first video of making a review so Im a bit nervous and scare if I mumble and say wrong words, hehe ;p But the conclusion is, you can infuse the lavender inside your delicate custard, but make sure its with vanilla essence. I had read about lavender with lemon, but I havent try it yet and therefore, for my future videos, Ill try my best to converse it in English so that all my out-of-sudden reader can understand.

ENJOY!!

   

GIVE MY HEART A BREAK (dah cam lirik lagu lak da! ;p )

Dear Diary,
         kalau aQ ade guts macam dalam mimpi aQ kan best! ;p Buat selambe rono je gi kat that guy and say "Saya sukekan awak lebih dari seorang kawan. Tapi kalau awak tak sukekan saya, saya tak kesah.." patu blah! Macam tuh je ;p Tapi ko gile aQ nak buat macam tuh in real life??? Mahu terkencing aQ dalam seluar sebelum mengeluarkana perkataan pertama. Bende lain suruh buat boleh laa aQ buat, tp confess mengonfess nih.......NAH! 

        But a dream is a dream laa kan. Sebelum aQ tidur pon, I cry myself to sleep. Kenape menangis? Ntahlaaa, maybe rase rindu kot, rindu dengan sunyi. aQ tahu yang aQ ade banyak bende nak kena buat, study, skate, masak, kemas, study, skate ;p and banyak bende yang aQ dream of that needs more then just being hardworking. But dalam diri aQ nih, dalam jiwa aQ nih, memang dah kosong. Macam otak aQ tahu aQ kena buat nih dan tuh, but hati aQ macam....mmmmmmm aaaaaaaaaa dduuuhhhhhhhhhhh....

        Nak study pon macam, seriously I had already tried so many methods to get me studying but I just dont have my heart to do it! Banyak sangat ke setan bergayut dalam hati aQ nih??? If can there only be a person to give my heart back or a way that I can do to get my heart back, please lead me to the person or show me the way~