Terkejut gak aQ bile Mummy tetibe tanye "Dia dah habis belaja dah?" aQ dah laa tgh kerah otak nak buat assignment, terhenti kejap otak aQ kejap bile dengar soalan tuh patu tgk muka Mummy. Mummy tgh duduk kat sebelah meja makan (I used the dining table as my study table bcoz of the ample space ;p ) berdepan ngn aQ. aQ pown jawab "Dia tgh sebok dengan FYP dia kot, bcoz his friends is also doing the same thing.......I guess". Mummy guna perkataan 'DIA' tp dari raut wajah Mummy tuh aQ dpt capture maksud 'DIA' Mummy tuh is refering to tht particular someone that I used to be close-friend with. Then Mummy tanye lagi "Its middle of the year, selalunye dah habis laa kan?" then I answered "I actually dont know about him anymore! (its screaming out loud inside my heart but tak cakap pon, yg aQ cakap is) Tak kot, sbb kalau tgkkan budak budak UITM sume baru nak exam kot, cam my friends kat penang dulu Nisa sume..." dengan confident-nya aQ jawab soalan tuh, tp padahalnye betul ataw tak aQ sendiri tk pasti.
Terkesima tuh memang terkesima tp pada masa yg same pown hati aQ pown terase gak pedihnye. Mane taknye, memang laa aQ dah delete dia dr friendlist aQ sejak suatu hari datangnya satu msg dalam inbox menanyakan aQ suatu soalan 'Hi, u sape ek?' tgk name tak kenal so aQ pergi laa profile, check punye check kawan kpd kawan aQ tuh laa. Menurut sejarah, this will never turn out well. So, nak tk nak aQ delete msg tuh dan sekali gus aQ delete laa sekali 'DIA' yg Mummy tanye tuh. Dramatik kan! So sebab tuh laaa aQ macam terkilan siket tadi, but nak buat macam mane kan bak ape yg die suke cakap "dah takdir..." hmmm so takdir, kalu ade takdir bertembung blk, kalu tkde separate ways laa kite yeee...
Tapi ye laa, dah berbulan tk tanye tetibe lak Mummy tanye? Haih! ade telekinatik ke ape? hurmp! Whatever laaaa, I still consider him as my friend despite everything dat has happen, just let the 'takdir' be da judge ;p SAFAWATI KAMARUDDIN................STUDY!!!~
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